Its Been Awhile
Been a while since i properly blogged. main reason being that my laptop wasnt working. anyways, i have fixed it and its working alright now, fingers crossed.
i did have lots of stuff to write, but cant recollect any of those topics now. will do when i remember. for now, my mind has gone back to that blank state again. not able to focus. struggling to write even this.distracted. something buggin me? i dont know. i suppose one thing or the other always bugs me!
anyways, the whole of last week, i was busy with repairing my laptop and then spoiling it again. its working, for now.
Saw a movie today, but i was bored, dint like it. Went for a walk in the evening. enjoyed that more than the movie.
i recently read this book called 'The Kite Runner' by Khalid Hosseini. moved me profoundly. it gives a good illustration about Afghanistan and its people; how prosperous they were until the Russians invaded them. Since then, its been hell for the people there. felt this great wave of emotion on seeing how unfair life has been to them, for no fault of theirs. wish i could react in some way. Actually, i can, but i am not that strong for that.
wish i could travel all over the world and see all these places. SO what's stopping me? nothing really. just that i would have to change my whole way of life, and i am not ready for that big a change. there are a lot of things i would like to do, but i dont want to do them alone. i was always waiting for a friend or partner with the same frequency, who wanted to do the same things as me, so that i can go ahead and do them. i do have friends with similar frequency, but somehow nothing has worked out the way i want it to. friends have all moved away, all busy with their own lives. IN SHORT, if i wanna do stuff, i gotta do them. no point in waiting for others to have the same wish at the same time. ok, for now, my wish is to travel somewhere once a year. one small holiday for a few days, at some place i dream of. there are enough places in the world, so we wont run short of it. WE? or me? i really dont wanna go anywhere alone. oh no, i just remembered! my dear buddy was supposed to leave for USA tonight. oh, he would be on the flight now i suppose. well, well...
Anyways, i'm tired now. its midnight and i should hav been snoring by now. hopefully i'll write more tomorrow.
i did have lots of stuff to write, but cant recollect any of those topics now. will do when i remember. for now, my mind has gone back to that blank state again. not able to focus. struggling to write even this.distracted. something buggin me? i dont know. i suppose one thing or the other always bugs me!
anyways, the whole of last week, i was busy with repairing my laptop and then spoiling it again. its working, for now.
Saw a movie today, but i was bored, dint like it. Went for a walk in the evening. enjoyed that more than the movie.
i recently read this book called 'The Kite Runner' by Khalid Hosseini. moved me profoundly. it gives a good illustration about Afghanistan and its people; how prosperous they were until the Russians invaded them. Since then, its been hell for the people there. felt this great wave of emotion on seeing how unfair life has been to them, for no fault of theirs. wish i could react in some way. Actually, i can, but i am not that strong for that.
wish i could travel all over the world and see all these places. SO what's stopping me? nothing really. just that i would have to change my whole way of life, and i am not ready for that big a change. there are a lot of things i would like to do, but i dont want to do them alone. i was always waiting for a friend or partner with the same frequency, who wanted to do the same things as me, so that i can go ahead and do them. i do have friends with similar frequency, but somehow nothing has worked out the way i want it to. friends have all moved away, all busy with their own lives. IN SHORT, if i wanna do stuff, i gotta do them. no point in waiting for others to have the same wish at the same time. ok, for now, my wish is to travel somewhere once a year. one small holiday for a few days, at some place i dream of. there are enough places in the world, so we wont run short of it. WE? or me? i really dont wanna go anywhere alone. oh no, i just remembered! my dear buddy was supposed to leave for USA tonight. oh, he would be on the flight now i suppose. well, well...
Anyways, i'm tired now. its midnight and i should hav been snoring by now. hopefully i'll write more tomorrow.
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I am not busy as u r or u r not as free as I am.
If all friends are lookin into their lives, whose life r u lookin into? I m geting wild now.