What's Happening To Me???

I have no clue.

As far as i can comprehend, i'm suffering some kind of brain damage from lack of usage.

Find it extremely difficult to use it even for the minimal stuff. there seems to be some sort of heavy weight on top of it all the time, that its stressful to even make thoughts. i dont think i'll last too long if this goes on. I've gotta definitely do something about this.

What can i do? Good question. To find the answer, i'll have to use my brain which is what i'm having trouble doing, so kinda complicating things.

maybe there's too many thoughts cluttering my brain right now, that one thought is not allowing the other one to come on top. as a result, all of them are jammed into one another.

i need to clear my mind. how do i do that? i need to think abt this seriously.

j